Friday, April 30, 2010

Cherish

You know what? when you're depressed and feel like you want to die, find a friend to talk to. Because a good friend is sometimes what you need. I learned they will help you and cheer you up. they are sometimes even your lifeline or the last thread holding you to this world. They actually matter. So cherish your friends. cherish your moments with them.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aNlZz3RQxos&feature=related

watch it before you read what's below. it has a song.

Priscilla you were my hero. I know i wasn't that bad a case but it helps a lot even if its little.

depression

This was actually written a couple days ago but the next post is what i feel now.


Today i fell.
Today i died a little inside.
Today i hoped it would get better.

Hope doesn't help.


It makes you feel happy for a split second then drags you down deeper and deeper when your dreams and life gets crushed.It would end your life earlier than intended cause whenever you get emotionally hurt, you die a little on the inside.

Therefore, without highs, you can't have lows.

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

FEARSSS!!!!

MY FEARS HAVE COME!!!!!!

  1. Spiders
  2. Star testing
  3. Classes programming