Im back for now...

wow.. school's out now and just... wow. i miss my friends and i got actual sidebangs... they get annoying sometimes cuzz they get in my eyes so now my best friend is officially a bobby pin. you're just like my diary except i update you more often than my diary O.o. so im' kinda bored.

I saw Mr. Popper's Penguins yesterday it was a realllllly funny movie (of course it is if Jim Carey's in it) and we also wanted to see it cuz we read it in the fourth grade. it was cute. not as cute as Despicable Me though. life has been okay. i hope my family isn't reading this blog cuz its sad if anyone does anyways. but... i keep thinking about people who make me mad but like the i hate you not really because we get along as friends people. it sucks cuz i miss them. (excitement in life neh?)

hah my brother was taking out the trash to the curb and the sprinklers turned on right next to him.

so we're swamped with family at my gramp's house where we have 10 aunts and uncles and like six cousins five and younger. and then July 4th is coming up too. not to mention our aunts and uncles on the other side of the family that we have to visit ( another 10) along with our grown up cousins who are married and have children my age. its kinda wierd huh? but i guess im glad that this is a big family or i think i might feel lonely when i grow up or maybe in the past too. what im worried about right now is that my grandpa might have prostate cancer. i don't want him to die. I just don't. nobody wants their family to die. no one.

i realized that my idea for the 2012 wish for the 1000 cranes was dumb. instead i want to finish the cranes as fast as i can to wish my grandpa not to die( i mean i know everyone has to die but i want him to live as long as he can maybe even break the world record) not yet. I just want him to be there when i start growing up. Just be there for all of us. I want to him to see his grandchildren grow up, graduate from college...Whoever is up there, in charge of the world, whoever you are, can you let him be there to see his first great grand child grow up? Please.

AZN NEW YEARS!!!!!!

Well.... so today is the day after Chinese/viet/(insert an asian country here) new years... so hoorah for red envelopes XD If it werent for them, i would be about $98 dollars in the rut right now...YAY so i changed the font to arial... i like this font.... yeah... hmmm.... hey... i just realized i broke my resolution from last year... OH MY GOSH! I FORGOT THE 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY OF MY BLOG!!!! TT>TT that sucks...

So i know nobody from my school (much less anyone) is reading this so i feel safe sharing a secret with you guys. YOu know how i was talking about R&B in my last post?

Eliza: no

Oh well pshhh well i want to show you guys some good songs. My favorite artists are the Jackie Boyz. They sang Sunset Boulevard, All Over Again, Future, Invisible, and Callin' Me. My favorite is All Over Again.

so they are really talented...

Also search up on youtube, This One is For You by Jackie Boyz feat. Victor C. (a very good asian rapper XD Its a parody of Nothin' on You except its actual singing not some comedy parody.
okay... ummm

Did anyone see Tron? It is so COOL!! it had a decent plot but the special effects were amazing! the ending was emotional though so thats what separates it from Avatar plus it has an average length but it doesnt feel too long.

I also saw Despicable Me !! The minions are so ADORABLE XDDDDD ahahahaha they deserve to be the leaders of the world or something.

So going to the mall to watch the movies made me feel like i should get gummy rasberry sharks. THey are the most wonderfull candy in the world. They have marshmallow bellies!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :DDDD

Im kinda sleepy now... listening to k-pop and j-pop... 11:08 right now... NIGHTS!!!!!!!!!!

Back again and now....

i am really confused. i think i may be having a midlife crises in my earlier years O.o idk cuz i cant really tell what i want to do or feel or be when i grow up. i mean you know.... like that whole asian stereotype about being doctors and stuff... yeah... i really want to design stuff but... there's also the fact that all those big companies practically make you sign a contract that says anything you say, think, write, or do is owned by them. sighhhh... plus im not even that good... oh well... listen, i don't mean you should give up. I mean i just suck too much and im not very creative i guess ( or is this just my inferiority complex?) and i think other people should pursue this dream :) hmmm so moving on from this super depressing mood...

You guys should really listen to yurima music. My favorite is Kiss the Rain. my friend showed me Moonlight and River Flows Through You. Mmmm you guys should also listen to R&B :D its super good XDDD

Speaking of good... I think the bright side is Design is the class where i have my highest grade. Its so fun because no matter the mess it can always end up being a design such as a certain... *ahem*... indian ink accident... *ahem* *cough* *hacks up blood*
sorry im sick right now but no im not coughing up blood. so basically everyone but my mom in the family is sick so now instead of us being quarentined, my mom is holding out in her room okay i gtg cuz my dad is coming home and i have a lot of hw... sort of... procrastination ftw ! sighhh(-_-;;)